Saturday, December 05, 2009
 To those who want me dead....
You almost had it your way. But thank God for loving me so much. All  
was well yesterday until I received a call after buying ice cream for  
me and zieema. Everything was ruined. I had to rush home and settle  
everything. It is not really a burden that I am maybe the only one  
that can settle problems now. We decided to go to office and stay late  
to work and to cool down. Everything was on track after that. I asked  
Zieema to send me the rj qn as I couldn't access rp-web from my other  
lappy.
Then for some reason, I was being lectured by mummy. It was during  
then, I lost concious of everything. Luckily I had mum who has the  
most experience of fainting to help me. I regained concious minutes  
later and had my face full of medicated oil. Now what I gather is that  
the reasons why I faint can be I was losing blood(y'know, the monthly  
event), my insufficient sleep and being drenched by the rain for many  
days.
I should start to take care of myself again.