Tuesday, January 31, 2006
sad sia..
wa...this few days...crazy aready...
it's lyk everyday im free to blog and ppl dun...
but this time round...CNY...ppl are free but im not...
so funny...this few days not much diff from others..
just always hanging around at my uncle's...
but this year...sum.one's missing...everything's so diff...
everything we eat, do, make makes us think abt her...
it's just so diff...
dun wanna tok so much anymore...tired...goodnite...
Friday, January 27, 2006
tests...test...tests...
wa...today craZY..
math test, spelling test, compre test...wadeva...
all came today...next week first day still have...wa
will die one leh..but if finish the test early can sleep..
today completed quite early so took a nap..
wa...beta dan yesterday...my eyes couldnt even open during class..
slept in almost all lessons...but luckily nv kenna caught by teacher..
if not i'll die for sure...then today stayed back...then went to bukit timah...
came back home for dinner...den settling the settings for my laptop...
dunno who itchy hand go reset everything!!!if i find tt guy, i'll kill him/her
finally finished everthing in 2 hours...
den slept for a while...den got ready for tmr...
it's the ethnic celebration!!!
haha...im in hamper wrapping...my mum is allocated to my class...
muahaha...will be wearing a 'qipao' top and black working pants...(both belongs to my mum!)
then in the afternoon have to pay respect to my grandmother...
her 100th day coming(7th Feb)...haiz...untill now i still cant accept the fact...
i really miss her......
if u can hear me, pls come back to me...i want u to be with me....
Thursday, January 26, 2006
cool...
tuesday
ok...got to school...was the projector for chapel...
mistakes and mistakes again...haha...
singers oso "zao sia"...
then had project work after school...
managed to get back home
for an hour nap and took a bath...went on to expo...
yuppx...haha'...'pang seh-ed' siao chi and jelin...
great...and gy was lyk sms me throughout the whole service...
haha...funny sia...then on the train, siao chi told me a story...
got home at 12...still doing printing and project works...
slept at 2...
wednesday...
woke up at 0530...tired sia...sleeping in lessons...
haha...but luckily not caught by teachers....
didnt go training...dun ask me why...
got home and slept....
1830 amy came...with randall of course....
he looks funny in toothless face...
then was wating for mum...
then amy and randall left...
got back home...and went down again to get dinner...
got back and watch the service online...haha...then nth...doing homework...
ok tts all folks....
Monday, January 23, 2006
seriously sad and sick and tired...
seriously sad and sick and tired sia....
sad becoz haven been blogging for so long...
toopid connection...smashed my laptop...
got it repaired by sum.one called cheryl...
weather is changing everyday every hour...
got flu, cough...asthma acting up...headache...arhgg...
then my cousins(randall, ryan) came over for 4 days...
and im aready fainting on the first day...
poor randall...sad story..find out more urself...
ok...let me recall back...
wed:had training...got back home late...
thurs:nth on...was home early..dozed off for ++ hours...
friday:the bros came at 6am...training alone...didnt go for cgm...
sat: went service...didnt attend FUSION`06..heard tt it was superb...haha...
sun:went out with the bros...heard a terrible news...
monday:got school..training...then got home and the bros left...sad sia...totally knocked out today...the illness is getting on my nerves...haiz...ain't toking more...bb
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
freaked out..
totally freaked out b4 going on stage man...
but i felt tt i did quite well...the musicians did quite well too...
and almost of all, jeffrey, my fren_partner...U DID A GOOD JOB!!!
overall was great for it is the first chapel of the year...
well done, .f.y.i.!
then was at jurong point after school...
to buy the present for vincent...spent one and half hour searching
for the present where it was just somewhere in front of me
which i didnt think of after being there for so many times...wad an idiot am i...
got a FX wallet for him...i think he would lyk it...
it started raining heavily...got wet...
headache and sneezes keep on track for me...
pain sia...got home...sleep sleep sleep...dinner was bought at 10+
ate till 11+...so big packet...dunno why...tis few days got no apettite...
chatting with bjy...haha...haha...haha..haha...really tired...cya...
Monday, January 16, 2006
sucess? flop?
school today...chapel prac for the actual one tmr...
and it's still missing something...something went wrong...
the coordination of the instruments...my singing really .c.m.i. ...
scared tmr will get out of tune...got home after cca...
track...by the way, today is alastair's bdae...haha
after debriefing, we pinned him down on the floor and sprayed shaving cream on him!!
in the end, he was covered with cream all over...
den he 'bathed' in the toilet...haha..all of us were oso 'creamed'
washed away and found out tt hair gone...haha
gonna go jurong point and get present for vincent
his bdae tmr..dunno wad to get for him...and jeffrey's drum sticks...
tired...sleeping...bb
Sunday, January 15, 2006
oops..
realized tt didnt blog yesterday... kayyz...went service yesterday...
the poor nyuk couldnt get me...
suppose to join me as he was alone...but he luckily found his fren
den b4 the service was "punished'' by sis sherin...
`sniff`..hu ask me to bluff her...anyway...
coz...fews dayz ago...rmb on sunday...we bombarded her with 1000+ msg
den no response..gy came out with an idea...saying he's not going anymore..
gin yong, my buddy-in-crime was punished too...
sis sherin said we had to pass a 100 word essay up rite after service...(note)
title:what's so funny about tricking people?
so we did it during service...but we were listening kayyz...
service ended and we passed up our punishment to her
den she said...orhor...nt listening during service...write another essay...
den we argued..."u said rite after service!!"haha
den yuppz...escaped from the second punishment..met up with nyuk for "dinner"
den went home with jeyun and her 2 frenz, nyuk, alvin
on the train, a & n "fighting"...haha...funny sia...den a left the train...
then toking toking...jeyun so quiet(note)..playing with her phone for 15+ min...
den she left the train..and now was the tym the 2 frenz fight..haha...
nyuk and i left the train...he sent me home..so nice of him...
den i reached home...receiving a sms from jeyun...
a long and sweet sms...den she said she did it in the train...no wonder...
haha...anyway...it was fast...15+ min on tt looooong sms...
and i actually reached home b4 her...den was hungry lyk ****
didnt eat for the whole day..almost collapsed during service..
luckily got sweets...den luckily got a pack of fried rice...
ate and went settling down...slept...
today, went out with my dad..
yuppz...to bugis, suntec, holland...to get new clothes u c...(limited $100 each)
haha...daryl's still sooooo cute!!notty as well...
bought a giodano top and an U2 pants...left with $30+
couldnt find anything...so took the remaining and
trying to buy something at queensway sometime else...
it's getting late..so...goodnitez...
ciao...
Saturday, January 14, 2006
tired`
spent 18+ hours in school...0630-2200hrs...
omg....almost collapsed...will surely collapse tmr...
school den chapel prac..
sing without mic seems so much beta with the mic
but can anyone tell me where's my voice?
without the mic, i had to lead shouting...but it was great...
den cca, the field is soo muddy...my adidas..white to brown...
cca ended at 1630...but had to wait till 1930 for a MTP session for streaming...
so stayed in school...had dinner with jessie n her mum and yiling n her mum...
all was toking abt THE teacher...
so its lyk i was saying to yiling and jessie...
mothers of the same feather flocks together...
every student tt attended it was not paying attention...
obviously...nobody lyks it...so boring..
my schoolmates were lyk toking and i was smsing...some of us even slept...
haha...got home..was superb hungry..didnt eat more than a meal today...
didnt hav dinner too...the fridge is spoilt...oh no...
ah..tired...will end here...
Thursday, January 12, 2006
???`
hmm...wad shud i say..anyway, today was a early day...
got home @ 3...nth much to do...sleeping all the day...
watching tv...bought dinner...ate...
watched tv...Protege de la Rose Noire...the Twins Effect 1...
hehe...all twins act one...but its no good...not in cantonese...sounded weird...
edison got bashed up...
den was tokin 2 charmaine on e fone hu was watchin Harry Potter(Goblet of Fire) @ e other end..
toking toking..it seemed tt it was a long time ago since we had a chat...
was gossiping abt this and tt...toking abt jeremy, and the 'GANG'...
how can u grp mie with him!!!we're soo different although we are best frenz...(dun think toopid)
anyway, jeremy if u happen to read tis..
u stood me up...we were suppose to go home together rmb...
den was toking abt jessie...she look so groomy these days...
problaby bcoz of her fone...it's nt workin u see..nvm...will lend her my T630 tmr...
cheer up jess...there are a lot of ppl worrying abt u...dun worry be HAPPY!
hmm...not gonna sleep yet...problaby another cd to go...
so if u are bored...call me...im bored too...
ciao..
life...
wad will life be..
if i just stay at home and slack?
wad will life be..
if im stuck in school for 12 hours?
wad will life be..
if i just go outside and take in fresh air?
wad will be life..
if i depend on myself now and nobody's beside me?
wad will life be..
0815hrs:pissed off
1015hrs:happy...
1415hrs:busy
1615hrs:didnt know wad to do..cry?
1 730hrs:resting time...
1800hrs:felt down, bottling up my overflowing heart
2300hrs:i didnt mean to do tt...im sorry
2330hrs:didnt mean to be harsh in my words...
2359hrs:felt down, bottling up my overflowing heart
medical report:
heart failure,cant be saved...
brain-dead, cant be saved...
feeling terrible...
why not someone come and set me free from tortures?
the more i commit, the worse i get...
wad can i do?
insomia...
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
shortiie`
had no skool today so woke up @ 2...
had lunch and back to sleep...
woke up at 6 for dinner...
den bathed...felt more uncomfortable cos of the cold weather...
every moment with my jacket on...brrrr....
watching tv...packed my bag and had nth to do...
maybe gonna sleep early..
goodnite...
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
unfilial`
... ... ...
chinese lesson came and mdm lee was teaching compo...
nobody was listening...
she mentioned a part which rang a bell in my mind...
why am i so happy?
thinking back, it's only 3.5 months..72 days...
forget abt it...den was lyk
everyone's toking and mdm lee got fed-up...
left the classroom...den we had to continue the schedule...
after skool when i was suppose to meet mr. ezal
and i forgot...i was suppose go to the GO and get classlist...
and i forgot...okay..not as in forgotten..
i was busy...had to go locker...change..call ppl...go for chapel prac...
after these i had to rush off for cca...arhggg...
chapel prac was good but the timing wasnt enuff...will haf again on friday...
which means i gotta rush off the change and go prac and cca..
and oso which means 12 hours in skool almost everyday...
okay fine...den training today wad lyk...
wad am i suppose to do...
cos the rain was non-stop so the field was out-of-bounds
so went to the gym...miss toh came along..
after the workout, went back to the track, and was watching the soccer boys
omg...they were practically rolling on the field...yucks...
its lyk u can see the mud water splashing into everywhere..gross
after training was lyk at the bus stop,
unluckily mr ezal was there but hehe...he's such a nice guy...
no wonder, he's always the good emperor ezal..
den yiling was with me...toking on the phone with yick ting and ''arrabel''
found out tt yick ting is in hospital now...
so yiling and ''arrabel'' went to the hospital(SGH)so near frm our skool
to visit yick ting b4 going for the cg gathering...so sweet...
was home..eating the first meal of the day @ 7....slept till 10
and ate dinner...as i said im sick so didnt really ate much..
half way thru the fish soup(+ rice which was my dinner, its a small portion)
and the vomit is halfway thru my throat..didnt hav any appetite ...and now it's still stuck at my throat..
forget it...im gonna force it out now...bb..
headaches, body aches, flu...pls leave me...
Sunday, January 08, 2006
boring`
was staying at home today...
woke up at 1230 and bathed...
only watched half of the 1pm service...i mean the Joyce Meyer part i did...
den was msn'ing'...slept for few hours...
woke up...ate dinner...
msn'ing'...haha...
bombarded sis sherin with 'bae yong jun'
more than 1000 times but she didnt reply!!!!!
she muz be angry..SORRY SIS SHERIN!!!
from 11 till now...still waiting for her reply!!!
sort of bored now...chatting with "bae yong jun"...
linked his blog to mine...haha...read it..haha..
nth to say anymore....
my heart``
woke up quite late today..
coz i slept @ 5 doing toopid things...
den filled my stomach with some magee mee as usual..
met up with ''bae yong jun''
hehe...den met russell dere...chat a lil...
service was excellent...
Joyce Meyer(probably the most famous woman preacher in the world)
spoke my heart out...hehe...
she is humorous too...
wanna go for tmr's service too
but i noe its impossible...
but God has other ways for us...i can watch online!!
hehe...'ate' dinner with the group...
went home with russell, jeffrey(chris lee), cai yi(korean girl), cheryl(fiona xie), the seow sisters(fann wong & forgot) and ''bae yong jun''
hehe...playing in the train...making soooo much noise...
jeffrey and others left the train when his eeyore was with cai yi..
haha...then the eeyore is now MIE...
and tt i can torture it...muahaha...muahaha...
no larrz...relax jeffrey...hehe...im not tt crAZY...
haiz..thinking of staying home really makes mie yawn..
wad i do is only slacking in front of the tv and laptop...
or ppl coming to visit..cannot go out..sianz...
not quite 'enthu' in going out this few days..
was thinking of having a party somewhere...
nvm...forget abt it...cya...
Friday, January 06, 2006
school.
school is where i find my happiness and sadness
its a place tt made me realise wad is cruelty...
u ask ppl whether they are christians, do they read bible..
wad abt urself?as a christian,U read the bible..
dun U understand wad its says?
check up Matthew 5:44, William...u as well Hannah
both r my captains so be it...dun abuse ur authority...
u noe wad...u guys are ******** ok...
i might be wrong, i've changed
but do u accept me?
i dun think so..
dun be so crappy, grow up!!
i really dun understand why can u be captains?
wad a letdown...reflect on urselfs...
im really sick and tired of pretending tt nth going on...
im tired...im wounded by all this...
help, anyone?
Thursday, January 05, 2006
just wanna hav this..`
just wanna hav a short entry today...
normal lessons...no homework...
stayed back cos got cca selection..
something went wrong anyway...
dun wanna mention abt it..makes mie blast off...
saw auntie catherine/jane...forgot wads her name...sorry..
hehe...homed...slept all the while...
goodnite...
sick!!`
school was fun...
the teachers were not wad we tot they would be...
especially one teacher...(not to mention the name)
keeps nagging...toking toking non-stop abt nonsense..
haha...
was fine...hehe...second day of school..yupp..
den..was toopidly appointed to be the history rep.
those ppl hu sabo me, watch out man...
i sabo u back...then in the afternoon...
.f.y.i. meeting..which means
For Your Info, it's Fairfield Youth Impact...
christian fellowship...for the chapel band lar...
haha...dunno wad happen...keep laffing during the fellowship...
at first i couldnt recognise panadol then...
den i saw his name den it stuck my mind...
my family calls him panadol coz
few years back..when i was p1..hehe
we had a party in our house...he came...
he was sick so we gave him a panadol...
den we kept calling him panadol den..haha
thank God tt we met again today...
was home...@ 5...
tired...slept on the sofa..
woke up @ 8.30...
had dinner..
in one way or another...i dunno why i lost my temper...
arghhh..
thinking back...it's been a long time since i last lost my temper!!
hehe...
tired...so will end here..
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
why???
dis morning, i was hopping mad... as i said.. had to handle bags of bunsss..and my toopid heavy bag... my frenz were late... couldnt get a cab...frustrated... got on a squeezy bus... sort of created a commosion... haiz... reach school 10 mins late.. not as in late for class.. late in delivering the bunsss... walked in to the office and saw my sec1 form teacher... and he sarcasticly said "HAVE A GREAT YEAR!" wadeva...really wadeva... was waiting for my frenz... cooled down... assembly time...saw my juniors among the crowd... tok to them... hmm...can bully them aready... no la...i not tt bad kayys.. den blah blah blah... and founded out tt dere will not be any lessons... everyone groaned..why didnt they inform us.. make us carry heavy bags!! went for disciplinary talks and wadsoeva... was a early day today...ended 1 hour before normal tym.. then switched on my phone and realised tt i forgot tt my cousin is just next door..(in the primary school) haha... got back home...got magee mee for lunch... trying to eat as much as possible... as the whole day didnt eat at all.. reach home...changed out..switched on my com...msn''ing'' fell asleep... in the end eating my lunch at 5+ when dinner was 1 hour later... had a happy day until sum.one came ruined it... why mus 'sum.one' owaes ruined my day when everything seems to be fine... haiz... tmr will be a long day..normal school day.. andd having .f.y.i. meeting till 4.30..
making up...
making up for yesterday's entry..was too tired to blog...
hehe...went all the way to bukit panjang plaza to get the buns..(excuse me, it's 110 buns...)
tt costed $88...omg...
got my school shoes...was the fastest time in my life to buy a pair of shoes...spent 1-2 mins on it...hehe...then was home REpacking the buns...tiring..but it wasn't me repacking...was my mum..tsk tsk...slept all the way after dinner..was very very tired...
Monday, January 02, 2006
a happy happy day...
01/01/2006
the first day of the year..
spent it with my dad...yup...seldom see him...
den Daryl!!!so active when he saw us...
CUTIE LIL' boy!!
hehe...cute...den my dad gav me another laptop to use..
quite lag but still useful!!hehe...
got home...slept the whole way thru dinner..really tired...
school's reopening in 2 days..
muz get back to the normal sleeping time aready...
going to pack my bag tonite..and iron my uniforms tmr...
oh ya..hav to get my school shoes tmr too...
and hav to get ready snacks for the staff in school..
which means more than a hundred shares..
and tt, i hav to get them to school with my heavy school bag...
"So it means im getting a cab to school right, mum?"
hehe...ok...tt's all for the day..
cya...
