Wednesday, February 27, 2008
OK...I WANNA CONFESS...I'M A BLOODY HYPOCRITE THAT GOSSIPS BEHIND MY BITCHY FRIENDS...I CANT STAND THE WAY THEY ARE AND I CANT SEEM TO DUN BOTHER ABT THEM COS THEY ARE SIMPLY TOOOO BITCHY AND OBVIOUS TT THEY ARE BITCHING ABT OTHERS ANYWAY...I'M SERIOUSLY VERY TEMPTED TO MENTION THEIR NAMES HERE EVEN IF THEY ARE GONNA READ THIS OR WADEVA...BUT THEN I THOUGHT ABT IT, WILL DOING THIS HELP THE SITUATION? ARGH...YES, I DO GOSSIP AND I DUN REALLY BACK-STAB? BUT I STILL DUN THINK TT I AM VICIOUS COMPARED TO THEM?
BUT WADEVA IT IS, I CAN VOUCH TO ANYTHING TT I DIDN'T BITCH AROUND OR BETRAY TWO OF YOU.
AM I JUST TOO SENSITIVE? AM I JUST TOO BUSYBODY?
THIS IS NEVER GONNA HELP TO IMPROVE THE SITUATION IN THE CLASS...
OUR CLASS IS SIMPLY BEYOND HELP.
AWAITING FOR A MIRACLE
2/27/2008 08:46:00 PM
Sunday, February 24, 2008
ohh...im so super super interested in getting tt goomusic sweater!yea...it's HK$420(SG$75) though..but still, im gonna get it...but i need a credit card to get it through paypal...why?cos it's from hongkong!!im really getting very excited abt it.haha...
btw, at this time i should be doing my work instead of surfing nets and stuff...haha...yes...but im like gonna screw up my D&T..haha...nvm..let me make myself happy with the goomusic sweater first....
yea!
plus, i wanna watch the Leap Years...yea..lilin and joan chen
2/24/2008 06:16:00 PM
my saturdays are usually spent at beauty world working and lunching with addy.plus, sometimes baby-sitting...it's like a routine...haha...cant seem to break away from it...was very bored today...so went to deesiao amber...haha...sorry babe...but i was like not thinking abt anything else...could hear you listening to 'best day of my life'...haha...then was also venting my anger...haha...amber knows why...but actually i dun wanna make things worse...it's just tt i wanna say my view abt it...rargh...sometimes i really feel like going down to the beach/airport and scream like a crazy woman...and then, i will definitely feel much better...im so vexed now...study stress, worse is cca stress...hmm...wad can i do?but nvm, i know tt the Lord is always right next to me, caring for me...very tired these few days...really wanted to go back to sleep after being awaken by the alarm...but i think my sub-conscience is making me to make the point to go to school...hahas...but then, i still sleep in class...im like failing my sciences la...i cant understand wad the always-pms-missthio is teaching and i sleep during physics because it's so boring...dunno why but i feel tt i need someone to be with me now...lending me the ears and shoulders...hhm...
but anyway, i really really really REALLY wanna thank and be grateful for someone...
tt is my baby, AMBER!!
2/24/2008 02:34:00 AM
Friday, February 22, 2008
STRESS!!!
these few days can seriously feel the stress of sec 4 life le...so i cried cos i cant cope...so it seems tt my tolerance level isn't really tt high...stress?should i find fault in anyone?the government?the school?or myself?people now are so stressed because of the world improving...but they want to improve our education, finding new studies, changing of syllabus(taking us as guinea pigs at sec 4 year), pushing forward of 'O' levels and etc. when our human mind is still improving slowly...the world is so competitive these days...it's so hard to survive...then elders will just say tt we can get those grades so why cant you?if u said tt please come and experience it yourself NOW...it's so much different.argh...
my baby was like confiding in me abt this friend...i think im now biased to say this but im still gonna say it...dun u feel bitchy back-stabbing people?do you noe wad is shameless?gave u a chance and u still didnt change.now i think babe and i are worrying for you for nothing...go and degrade yourself with those bitches playing a fool of you...you are willingly to be the fool anyway right?i seriously got nothing more to say...
i need someone now.
2/22/2008 09:13:00 PM
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
hey, i'm crazy for you
plans of revamping soon...aready changed URL...haha...my baby asked me to update so here i am...haha...but i dun think i told her my new URL....haha...recently very stressed...but now the only thing i can think of now is the death of Lydia Sum...i really liked(admired) her alot....she's so much so much of my childhood, so much so much of my laughter...will really miss her...and her laughter...it's really a pity...hope joyce will have strength to deal with it...really didnt expect her to die...thought tt she will pass the ordeal...hmm...pity...
p.s., i'm crazy for you
2/20/2008 11:40:00 PM
