Sunday, February 26, 2006
i'll be there for u!!!!
haiz...wad a crazy toopid idiotic ****ing day...
haiz, dun wanna tok abt it...
then was thinking my life is lyk tt...haiz....
is this a test from You Lord?Is it?..haiz...
then i wanna "dedicate" this part to my fren...
then haiz...my fren sooo troubled...dunno how to help her...
haiz...sorry if i added onto ur trouble yesterday...
haiz...now really wanna do sumthing for u lor...
haiz...anything just ring me up for a chat lor...anytime ,anywhere...
haiz...God bless this gal...help her...
I'll be there for u...wait not only her, and Him too...24/7 ok?
LIFE IS LIKE A DREAM, YOU ONLY GET WHAT YOU DISLIKE
2/26/2006 11:07:00 PM
Saturday, February 25, 2006
wad a day...
haha....wad a day...sooooooo happy...
haha...was able to attend service...after fighting for a long time...
haha..a whole long story...thank God...
anyway....too many things happened today..haha...so maybe not gonna tok abt it...
soooo many members not happy today lor...in fact, 90% of them...
then today Sherin like took gunpowder like tt...wow....
then i took some pics with Siao Chi...
haha...service ended and we proceeded to the foodcourt...haha...
and then Sherin actually knocked into Benedict,
causing him to spilled the SUPER HOT milo...haha...poor Ben...haha...
the hand was swollen of course..haha...then halfway Siao Chi and i were gong home
so we walked slowly in the wind....so romantic!!!!wait a min, we are not les..
then we walked to the mrt station...something happened...
then blah blah blah...both of us ended up in a cab with Sherin...
then in the cab was soo chaotic, we kept changing destinations...haha...
and in the end the fare cost about 20 bucks...haha...
thus the end of the day...haha...ciao
2/25/2006 11:49:00 PM
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Have faith in everything...
today was the school annual x-country..
as sum of u noe my parents are divorced...
but my dad came...and my mum was a helper...
was in the competitve runners...did my best though didnt win any prize...
was shocked totally...but at the same time thanking God.
i actually tried aiming to be the top 50...i had faith in God.
then God really did it...i came in 43rd...tt was a great improvement for me...
i persevered on...almost wanted to give up...but i trust Him...
well...was happy...haha...just wanna congratulate my team-mates
from track of course...u did a good job...all went into top 20..Praise the Lord...
and Hannah, my partner...well done...great improrvment...keep it up...
then came home...settled down...knock out for a few hours...
woke up at 5 to watch the service online...the end of the day...
1)Friends STRENGTHEN your hand in God.
2)Friends create FAITH not fear.
3)Friends CELEBRATE each other's victory.
4)Friends EQUIP you for the future.
YOU ARE INCREDIBLE, AWESOME AND BEAUTIFUL.
2/19/2006 12:32:00 AM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
simple life...
V-day is over...received gifts from my pals...ya...
schedule was lil' bit tight for me frm jan till early feb....
finally have the time to relax...and rest of course.
received the results of some of my projects...
although there's lots of areas to improve on...gotten quite a high score...
while schedule wasnt so tight...i was able to rest at home...
i had the chance to really look back at the tight schedule and wad happened...
lotsa things happened and i undergone different kinds of situations.
sad ones, happy ones, embarassing ones, exciting ones...
and i tot if my whole life is filled with all this, i would experience and grow in them...
then while all these were happening, i just stay aside and watch...
i slowly imagine myself in their shoes...haha...wad an ugly scene...
then i tot abt me on stage playing for chapel and being an audience below...
wad was the diff.i felt how childish we were to laff at ppl who errored on stage...
all these are good experience for me.why am i toking abt these?...haha
i'm growing to learn abt not to care abt myself, but the big picture...
i'm really growing...
2/16/2006 11:28:00 PM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
some reasons as why to feel lousy/down...
the stress u'r facing..
ur family probs..
ur relationships either with ur love one/family/friends..
the lost of something..
feeling tired..
or even when nothing went wrong...
these are the general reasons for maybe myself/sum.of.u
i do cry all times...whether for a good reason or not...
actually there's nothing such as why are u crying/feeling down..
i cry when something(mentioned above) comes around in my life...
i cry when i really felt like crying for no reasons...
my tears just drops by its own...
i'll be quiet for the period of time..
thinking back wad really made me cry..
people toking to miie and i'll just sit there quietly..
i didnt notice abt dis 'til recently...
then people starts cheering me up...i still sit there like a stone...
then recently..i was reading some blogs of my frenz...
i read a poem he made for a girl he really loves..
here it goes..
love comes love goes...
in my heart, u matter the most...
storm comes wind blows...
i promised i will love u the most...
day end night drew...
i'm like the sun and u are like the moon...
so near yet so far...
we haf now seems miles apart...
but ...
u are always in my heart...
i love you...
then i felt the urge to tell him tt forget abt tt gal...
it's not worth it...
LET HER GO...
tts all i can say...
MY LIFE IS SO SCREWED UP NOW...SUM.ONE PLS GET ME OUT OF THIS MESS NOW
2/12/2006 12:47:00 AM
Monday, February 06, 2006
totally screwed...feeling super down``
goodness gracious...when i received my test papers today..
but not chinese...then english was lyk compre test and i tot i would fail tt...
but i didnt...haha...then terribly sad larrz...
then recess was lyk hiding in mrs. phua's room with jeffrey crying lorrz...
it had been a stressful day...the papers...and tmr...
i dunno how many times i've cried today lorrz...
i cried when i received my chinese, when i rmb tmr, when i called ppl to tok to...
hope tt my days are not always tis down...
not gonna sleep today ya...coz gotta wake up at 0430hr(tues)...haiz...
it will be a long day for me...
is there anyone tt i can share my burden with?
..the-YA-gal..
2/06/2006 11:38:00 PM
Saturday, February 04, 2006
Delirious?
ok...this few days was just too "bochup" to blog...
today's soooooooo high...brought ryan tan and joel lee along....
Delirious? Rawks!!!
it was really awesome...
we were having the super front seats which were right in front of the amps...
cool...haha...their new songs...On Christ the solid stone, Now is the time, etc...
im gonna get their cd man...haha...then we were partially deaf after tt...
we prayed....practically couldnt hear anything...
was lyk..."bla bla bla...in Jesus' name, Amen" HUH!!!-said by Joel...
haha...we were lyk looking at him laffing...
then after the service...after takinig some pics...we were deciding wad to eat...
the two silly guys were lyk "burger king burger king burger king"
then argued and argued...they still changed it to
"one thousand
two thousand
three thousand
burger king
burger king
burger king"
haha...then they changed once again to
"一千
两千
三千
burger king
burger king
burger king"
then miko went crazy too...started joining in...
haha...then they ate their burger king we ate our foodcourt..
haha...then we played a few rounds of blackjack...
then started on our way home....me ryan joel
was suppose to stay to "lao yu sheng"
then on the way in the mrt...we were lyk three crazy ppl...
as we practically recorded the "dingdong, doors closing.. doo doo doo doo doo"all the way...
haha...crazy...we wanted the indian msg..but didnt had the chance...we also took pics...
haiz...so "sia sway"...haha everybody were lyk looking at us..
really...the commosion was fun and high...
then got home settled down...haha..
was like preparing for tmr cgm but who noes...i couldnt make it...
then told the news to Sherin..then was lyk so sianz...
the end!!
today's soooooooo high...brought ryan tan and joel lee along....
Delirious? Rawks!!!
it was really awesome...
we were having the super front seats which were right in front of the amps...
cool...haha...their new songs...On Christ the solid stone, Now is the time, etc...
im gonna get their cd man...haha...then we were partially deaf after tt...
we prayed....practically couldnt hear anything...
was lyk..."bla bla bla...in Jesus' name, Amen" HUH!!!-said by Joel...
haha...we were lyk looking at him laffing...
then after the service...after takinig some pics...we were deciding wad to eat...
the two silly guys were lyk "burger king burger king burger king"
then argued and argued...they still changed it to
"one thousand
two thousand
three thousand
burger king
burger king
burger king"
haha...then they changed once again to
"一千
两千
三千
burger king
burger king
burger king"
then miko went crazy too...started joining in...
haha...then they ate their burger king we ate our foodcourt..
haha...then we played a few rounds of blackjack...
then started on our way home....me ryan joel
was suppose to stay to "lao yu sheng"
then on the way in the mrt...we were lyk three crazy ppl...
as we practically recorded the "dingdong, doors closing.. doo doo doo doo doo"all the way...
haha...crazy...we wanted the indian msg..but didnt had the chance...we also took pics...
haiz...so "sia sway"...haha everybody were lyk looking at us..
really...the commosion was fun and high...
then got home settled down...haha..
was like preparing for tmr cgm but who noes...i couldnt make it...
then told the news to Sherin..then was lyk so sianz...
the end!!
NOW IS THE TIME FOR US TO SHINE. SHINE WITH THE FACE OF CHRIST DIVINE.
2/04/2006 11:55:00 PM
