Wednesday, July 23, 2008
bored.
today, i brought my laptop, my guitar and my heavy bag to school.
when i stepped on the pavement and i raised my head, seeing the red sky.
i looked at my watch, 06.35am.'crap, im gonna miss my bus'
wanting to head back and get my jacket, but considering lugging all the things up to 3rd floor and down again, i thought i would just rather die of coldness than to suffer.
so, i rushed to the bus stop, hoping to get to my bus on time.
i saw my bus leaving.just my luck.
came a single deck 166, packed with people.thinking 'oh great, today is such 'great' day.'
reaching school, settled and took a picture of the sky. it was real dark.
then rain came down, heavily.it was sucha good weather to sleep in.
nothing much happen.had maths, chem prac and eng compre test.
recess then chinese.during chinese, amber and i were like msn-ing each other while watching 梁祝 cartoon...haha.
came CH.fell asleep.went for track photo taking after school.i felt so out of place.
feeling sad and down.
feeling excited cos december, there will be a concert for anita mui in HK.i really hope i can go!
Till this year's December 30th, Anita Mui has passed away for five years. Recently, there had been said that East Asia Music's creator Lam Kin Ngok would open four concerts to commemorate Anita in December, since most artists in the years when there was Capital Artists had already stayed under East Asia.
The plans of the four concerts is that Andy Hui and Sammi would start the first concert, then followed by Denise and Miriam Yeung, lastly, Andy Lau would finish the whole project off by taking charge on the last concert because Andy Lau's very first album (只知道此刻愛你) was produced by Capital Artists.
On the other hand, Eason was also invited to the concerts, but because he belongs to another Record Label, the progress to invite him over would be more difficult.
Furthermore, because the Hong Kong Coliseum is now under reconstruction, the concert would most likely take place in the Pop TV Arena.
Lastly, there had been said that Lam Kin Ngok would use over a hundred million to buy all the copyrights of Capital Artists,from South China Morning Post Limited Company.
so this is the time to say that 東亞萬歲！！！YEA!!
7/23/2008 08:35:00 PM
Sunday, July 20, 2008
i've had enough.
i've really had enough.
i cant take it anymore.
i dun care whether am i suppose to write it here or whether you are reading.
because why should i care about your feelings when you dun even care for me.
i've had enough alone.
i've had enough of you.
so what if you are suffering?
aint we suffering with you?
you have really hurt me deep this time round.
here i am to share your burdens and troubles till i cant handle
and you dun even listen to me.
do you know i cant turn to you?
do you know im exploding because of you?
i really had enough.
im breaking down and im still caring about you by hiding one side, fearing that you see me crying.
by the time you realise, i will be gone.
i cant breathe properly.
i cant focus.
i ... am unable to stand up anymore.
having to hide and put up a cheery face, is really too tiring for me.
i'm going.
7/20/2008 10:47:00 PM
Friday, July 18, 2008
who?
If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me,
My love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If the bright lights blind your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me,
My love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When it's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me,
My love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me,
My love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
who is the one that will give me love and a home?
I really feel disappointed.
cheery and happy looking?
it's all BULLSHIT.
no one knows what i'm thinking now.
7/18/2008 11:33:00 PM
Monday, July 07, 2008
thank you al who worked hard!
ever since the funfair ended, this is the 1st 30min of com i used.
firstly, i really wanna thank charmaine's auntie for lending us her house, and of course all the fun and 'drinks' we had.
secondly, charmaine and dorcas, i am so sorry that you guys have to put up with my nonsense...
thank you so much that you guys are there to support and help me.
thirdly, thank you mrs ly-ann for being there for me.
well, wad to say...
the funfair was a flop...badly done.dun wanna harp on the failure.
well, the hard work on friday night, i stayed over at charmaine's place with dorcas and melvin.
of course, together with charmaine's fun cousins!!!they are really such great people.
we set off early in the morning and reached school.
i was with heavy ice box alone, standing in the middle of the gate...
having no communication device, i could only wait stupidly there for help.
long after few calls were made for the guys to come and help, i was already feeling very stupid and dumb, i was crying very badly.
i vented at charmaine and dorcas.babes, im so sorry.
later on, i was even more pissed.plus, i fell down(this is the bruise
).my phone was damaged badly.wad can be more worse than this?it was definitely the worse day of my life(till now, that is)
on that day itself in the morning, mrs ly-ann talked to me.
but i didnt wanted to open up to her.so it kinda made her pissed.Sorry mrs ly-ann!
i didnt noe wad she did to others but i knew she really wanted to talk to me to find out more things and help me.
but i think at that point of time, i was really crying very very badly and trying very hard to fix my phone.
then, help was needed at the stall so we stopped talking.
fast forward few hours...i forgot everything.
at the end of the day, we were very disappointed at our results.
but charmaine, dorcas and i were like rushing to game stalls to finish up our coupons.
dorcas still wanted the cookie monster.
so we packed up, debriefed, packed up classroom and sent charmaine home.
i do not want to get this into an argument cos im on the same topic as someone else's blog has.i just want to voice out.if someone thinks that this is inappropriate or you disgree with it, you either tell me straight in my face or just bloody hell shut your gap for goodness sake.
some people might think that mrs ly-ann is biased.i dun think she is.i am not taking sides now, i am just siding the justice and wad that is right.yes, she might be little bit bias and nonsensical at times, but i believe she has her reasons that in her view, it would be better for all.not trying to say that that would be agreed by everyone but in a way, when you think in a different perspective, you will understand why she does that. her ways of handling things might be different from others, maybe because she lived in a different surrounding from us. so never use your own perspective to see everything under the world and think that your way is good and others should not be taken into advice.i know sometimes i do not practice wad i preach, but most of the time, i prefer to take in others' advice too!
so stop being stuck up in your world and open up!
i believe i will strive hard too!
(i noe it's hard to comprehend wad i've just wrote cos after reading it, i dun really understand too.XD)
7/07/2008 10:44:00 PM
Thursday, July 03, 2008
IM SO PROUD OF YOU GUYS!!!
IM SO PROUD OF THE PEOPLE WHO WORKED HARD TODAY!!!
WE ARE QUITE AHEAD OF TIME AND FINAL TOUCH-UP TMR ONLY NEED 2-3 HOURS!!
ALTHOUGH THERE WERE MISUNDERSTANDINGS AND ARGUMENTS BETWEEN US TODAY, BUT WE FINISHED ON TIME!!!EVEN HAD TIME FOR FUN!!!
WENT TO VIVO TO GET THE NOODLES THAT WEIGHED 16.2KG WITH JACOB, DORCAS, CHARMAINE AND AMBER...
WE LUGGED IT FROM DAISO TO LONG JOHN SILVER TO PASTAMAINA TO RAMENTEN AND TO PASTAMANIA TO EAT...
THEN WE WENT TO TAKE BUS...CHARMAINE AND I TOOK SAME BUS..
I SAT ON THE FLOOR WITH THE TWO BIG BAGS OF NOODLES(PLUS MY BIG SCHOOLBAG) BEFORE THE TWO OF US TRIED TO SQUEEZE EVERYTHING ON TWO SEATS...THEN ROM THERE, WE FELL ASLEEP ON THE BUS AND WOKE UP JUST BEFORE WE HADDA GET OF THE BUS...SO I LUGGED THE TWO BIG BAGS T CHARMAINE'S GRANDMA HOUSE AND LUGGED ONE BACK HOME..THEN TMR I HAVE TO LUG ONE BACK TO SCHOOL TMR...
BY NOW, I CANT REALLY TYPE COS I CANT FEEL THE PRESENCE OF MY HANDS AND KNOW THAT THEY ARE TREMBLING...I THINK I CANT CONTINUE ANYMORE.WILL GO BATHE AND SLEEP...
7/03/2008 06:20:00 PM
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
things are bad now...
今日真係好嬲。
都唔知點解，嗰d誤會偏偏一直出現喺我哋之間！！！
我真的受夠了。
妳再唔鍾意我我都冇辦法。因爲嗰個係妳自己嘅問題。
管我鬼事咩?你都唔知自己有幾‘可人憎’嘅面同埋態度。
雖然我哋嘅問題早已出現，以前我仲會有希望補番。
不過今次，我咩野都唔想諗。真的有必要分就分。
係妳話我喺妳最低時，把妳執起。
但係妳而家咁對我都幾有‘心機’。
唔想再諗咁多，真係激死人啊!!!
我真係冇辦法同妳繼續咁落去.
7/01/2008 06:17:00 PM
