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Sunday, May 20, 2007

the classic of life...

well, i was reading the blog of one of my favourite TVB actress, Maggie Cheung's blog...i came to this entry where Maggie said

你是否感覺到，你住的地方，越來越不可愛。城市裡流竄的，似獸非人。大家都在找地方麻醉自己，假裝快樂.......

你是否想過? 如果你的生命，只剩下2週，你會怎樣渡過?

其實，生命，美就美在有其極限
因為胃的容量有限，所以縱有滿桌美食，也無法將它全部收到肚子裏去
因為需要睡眠，所以在美好的遊戲聚會只能暫時中斷
因為現實或環境，所以就算你多想和朋友或情人過一種簡單樸實的生活，但也只能暫時拋開，而在夢裡齟嚼回憶
因為青春只有一次，所以再錯誤的決定也只能笑著流淚，美就美在無法從頭來過。

生老病死、苦痛離別、遺憾與不完美是人生的必經過程
所以我們會有不捨而不知道什麼該丟或不該

但無論.....你是如何覆蓋、磨合、催化或抉擇你的人生?

最後請你

珍惜!!

wad's life...wad's coming up next in our lives?we'll never know isn't it...Maggie has recovered from the Graves' Disease and i think she had really think abt her live...i agree with her when she said 'CHERISH YOUR LIFE'...you see, we often get so busy till we don't enjoy the real greatness of life...we should really take time and cherish whatever we have.i know it's hard to do it because even of myself, i often take things for granted, thinking that life is unfair and whatsoever, i've tried to really take time and enjoy my life and cherishing it...it's hard...but what i'm trying to do now is just to get all of us to relax...take it easy with life...you may say that life is very long, it spans over 70 years, but think about it, in the 70 years, how much time do you really enjoy the greatness of life and cherishing it? i can tell you that i've already wasted 15 years of my 70 years, groaning and moaning about how depressing my life is or how sad i am...it's abt 20% of my life gone with sadness...i also can't guarantee that i will not spend anymore time of my 80% life left groaning and moaning...but if i really make an effort to cherish and enjoy my life, even if it only takes up 5% of my life, i think i will happy enough because at that point, i know that in my life, i've been happy before, and i've also understand the way of life.

即使只剩下2週, 珍惜你的生命

5/20/2007 04:14:00 PM

no work...

i've been working for the past five days and i feel weird not to work today...hmm...i miss them...hehe...well...today started off as a bad one...but still...there was still some goodness...today we went to jurong point..wanted to get a non-camera phone for my brother for the convenience when he is in the army...but, while we were there, i got myself a new phone too...although not a good one but, at least i got a new one...i actually wanted to get moto v3 red but i thought abt., i noe wad the packagers did when they assembled the phones...and im still thinking of using it...then the sales assistant said why not try sony ericsson one...K618i...so i tried because i was oso thinking of getting nokia or sony ericsson...in the end, i took the K618i...maybe because of the 2 megapixels cam and the small 256mb memory stick...but now i regret because there's no radio and no dictionary...well,i should stop whining because after all, i still get a new phone!!(:
well, i've been feeling down these days bcoz of my relationship problem...but im glad it is over...im gonna get over it...although im still thinking abt it...argh......
GOODNIGHT!!!

5/20/2007 01:40:00 AM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

farming?not my cup of tea...

well...this week all my friends are at ubin, lumut or brunei...because they are having OBS...i had no interest so i hadda stay in singapore and farm at bishan park...if you guys are free, come accompany me lor...i seriously have NO interest in that and i have to be there suffering, feeding the insects there...my teammates are also nagging...there's HuYang-aka SissyGuy, Alson-aka LorSorKing, KongAnn-aka ComplainKing(or Lawyer's son), Sherlyn and myself-the only two females with high perseverance...although all of us nag and nag, others really stopped working the second day..Sherlyn and i were the only ones...hehe...worked in the rain yesterday, causing me to catch a cold, being absent today...very sorry to leave Sherlyn and KongAnn alone today...i dun feel like going tomorrow either...because we are there doing heavy duty work and not getting pay...wait wait, we do have pay but the school take it away...stupid...was talking abt relationships with Sherlyn when we had a 45mins walk to and fro to the toilet...she was talking abt her problems(i shan't disclose) and i was talking abt mine...she said i was dumb by waiting here and there..i told her wad i was doing and wad my other half was doing too...my relationship is like frozen account in the bank...i told him to wait til i get out of secondary school...but then he will have to go NS...he agrees in waiting but he seems to have other girlfriends...i dun call this waiting...girls, if u were me, will u still be able to wait for him?i am quite angry with him...i often ignore him and get angry with him...because...i told him...i needa a break from this relationship...but we still can be friends...we broke and everytime we are friends...he still treats me like his girlfriend which i think is very irritating...he is very very possessive of me...he does this no matter whether he has other girlfriends or not...i am very unhappy with him and i want to have a clear cut with him..but i tell myself...be friends with him since we are neighbours...guess wad he told me today.."everytime u get angry with me i will say sorry...i think i had enough...i think i've been tolerating more than enough...from now onwards, i will not apologise anymore...i think u are taking it for granted..."that point of time, i felt very depressed, i told myself i shoudn't feel anything for this guy anymore, i shouldn't think of him anymore...i will treat him as transparent whenever i see him...there will FOREVER be no WE ANYMORE...i mean wad i say...but i just wanna tell him one last thing...''YOU BLEW YOUR CHANCES, WHY ARE YOU BLAMING ME FOR GIVING YOU THE COLD SHOULDERS???YOU HAVE REALLY DISAPPOINT ME...I WILL NEVER EVER THINK ABOUT YOU AGAIN...I SERIOUSLY THANK GOD FOR BREAKING UP WITH YOU...IF YOU SEE THIS, I DO NOT GIVE A DAMN WHETHER YOU WILL FEEL HURT OR NOT...YOU...SERIOUSLY BROKE MY HEART...

im gonna start afresh again and continue searching for my other half...God bless me...

5/16/2007 11:12:00 PM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

i just wanna vent my frustrations..

i will seriously be admitted to the metal hospital if i continue staying with my family...i really do want to do that...moving out would be fine too..."run away from home" is successfully reproducing in my mind...and "just slit the wrist now" too...i really want to question my friends who envy me having a wonderful family, i wanna ask why...as the saying goes, 家家有本难念的经...it's true...so dont ever think that mine is a wonderful one...

5/10/2007 08:36:00 PM

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

arh...FLU!!!

well, it's been a long time since i posted...two weeks i guess...because i remember my last posting abt my flu that until now had not go away...THREE WEEKS...who would be having a flu since three weeks?!?!maybe i was recovering from it after i passed it to my mum and she passed it back to me...great...i seriously feel lousy...
exams are finally over and im so bored at home...the weirdest thing is that im suppose to feel happy cause i dun have to go school for two days but I'M BORED!!!things are so bothering me that i wanna sleep even when im on my bed right now and i cant sleep...my eyes are bothering me from my sleep too...my eyes are painful...and they are itching...they are making me fed up too...
im supposed to have a lot of things to post but i forgot them or am just too irritated by myself...sorry readers...oh ya..dunno why im stuck with this old chinese sentence...maybe it is the same as my relationship problems...

曾经有一份真诚的爱情放在我面前，我没有珍惜。等我失去的时候我才后悔莫及，人世间最痛苦的是莫过于此。
如果上天能够给我一个再来一次的机会，我会对那个女孩说三个字：我爱你，如果非要在这份爱上加个期限，我希望是一万年。

5/09/2007 12:10:00 AM

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