Tuesday, December 30, 2008
nothing beats having a friend remembering you.
well, i didnt sleep much this morning cos today was supposed to be emo-day. why emo? for more info, pls go my other blog. then i was too tired, so fell asleep at 4.30am, partially also because i hadda wake up 6.30am to rush to JB to visit my aunt.
drove to JB and breakfasted and went to aunt's shop...I'M AN AUNT NOW!!!!!!!I'M GETTING OLD( my youngest cousin is in Primary 1 wef. of this friday!!!). benson, my cousin's son, is like ten months old. haha...he kept crying. oh gosh, i love babies. and thinking that i have to marry an angmoh to get an angmoh baby!!:)...haha...back to topic, so we drove here drove there, bought a lot of things. shopped shopped lunched shopped...slept on car and back home.
Sorry Charmaine, i didnt reply your sms until i got back to singapore.
amber also msn me while i was reading her blog... coincidence always happen.
(yea, my blog was dead but i revived it again, due to boredom. i usually update the other, but for the benefit of you guys, im back. and good and fun memories will always be remembered!!)
amber's back in singapore, and ralene's gone to japan.
dorcas back from korea, was having headache abt christmas, dunno abt now..
charmaine back from china and having fun?
i dunno abt bolin, laptop spoilt and needed help?
i've been working and having fun watching movies till wee hours...also preparing for my one month trip to china in feb...AND, im playing the piano. -.-
yea, so i'm looking forward to our gathering and catching up with one another.
and i just cant believe we dun have to go back to school when school reopens this friday.
haha...i'm very very bored now and is singing at the top of my voice like crazy.
will update soon.
real out of topic.
i should have known that she was having up her sleeves cos she was treating us so nice and avoided contact with us. THAT OLD BITCH WILL HAVE A TERRIBLE HORRIBLE ENDING MAN. KNN TARGET US, YOUR RETRIBUTION WILL COME I TELL YOU.
Thursday, December 25, 2008
christmas..and summary?
christmas is a time when you celebrate the Lord's day. a time to celebrate and to give thanks to. it falls in december, providing an opportunity to let me think back about the year and how the Lord has guided me through. :)
i just wanna say "Have a Merry Christmas everyone!"
and at the same time to wish Denisehocc.com a Happy Anniversary!
sorry guys, i have been spending my time working, slacking, sleeping and updating my canto-blog instead of here. you guys might wanna hop over to check on me next time. it's december 25th and i think i would have to sum up my year earlier than others who would usually do it on the last day of the year. i think this year was a very hectic one for me. it is a very important year to me cos it is my 'o' levels year and the year that i become 16, which means i have to grow mature(to which many people would say why cos to them i look like 20+... do i really look that old?). this year, i had to make a lot of decisions and of course, i do not deny that i have made mistakes. i regret those mistakes having to happen. regardless of studies and family, i've been keeping a lot of things to myself and i would believe that my reluctant behavior to speak out and ask help from others affected my judgement and disturbed my decision. i've never told anyone how i was feeling deep in my heart but i know some people might have knew that there was something wrong with me, eg. people who i was really close to and dared to speak to. i've also been thinking about loads and loads of things are nonsensical and inapplicable to my current situation. i had to put most of my focus on my studies that i didn't really cared about which is one major thing that makes me troubled and worry about now. so when i think back now. i know i would have handle things better if i had approach for help then. i realize that i am not those kind of people who can and want to open up to their family members. i think i open up to my closest friends, of course of which is very, very limited. being frank to either myself or to you, i have friends that can be counted with one hand. friends that are always there, who i can rely on and put my guard down. i am not a friendly person, and i can be very irritating at (most) times. but i guess i really want to thank those who have helped me through this year and that i really love you guys!
this year, to me, i realized and acquired knowledge of a lot of things. i learnt more things about myself, of which shocks even myself. and i hope i can continue to learn more of myself and change those bad habits of mine. i want to be able to accept things as they are and be friendly to others and myself. i hope others can also accept me as i am while i try to make myself a better person. (i know i am ending this out of nowhere but please forgive me as i just came back to continue after two hours break at WCP Macs.)
PS. real out of topic, i don't know what's wrong with me these days. i have been listening sad oldies. ha ha. currently listening to 梅艷芳 and 何韻詩.(and thus, this real out PS from nowhere.)
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
not really a dedication, but a dedication. more of a note?
i just had the sudden urge to read amber and ralene's blogs.gosh, we have not been in contact since we last met on the day of our last paper.
and i, suddenly miss you guys. of course same goes to dorcas and charmaine.
we all might be busy with our own stuff. but i still always look out on the streets to see whether you guys were in the vicinity and that we will come up and say hi.
it has only been abt three quarters of a month or abt three months since we last had fun.
i recall the memories that we were all laughing our heads off and being crazy.
i remember writing letters with amber in classes and gossiping.
i remember the times the five/six(with Melvin) of us eating tgt during recess.
i remember the times when we were in Kanchanaburi.
i remember sleeping with amber in miss wong's classes.
i remember the crazy times with amber abt the TomYam BanMian
i remember being TYBM mushroom and having amber, the TYBM tofu.
i remember guessing with dorcas which of the girls will get married first and stuff.
i remember the times when we had fun with ralene and her 'retarded' monkey dancing.
not only these, i remember the good times and bad times i had with you guys.
i think you guys will also be a special group of friends in my heart.
maybe especially amber, since our friendship was little bit longer than others.
and also i just wanna let you know that although we have drifted part with many many reasons, i'm always there for you.
to ALL of you, my friends,
i would have been lost during my secondary school life if it wasn't for your presences.
i would have lost much if it wasn't for your love and concern.
now, i still love you all very much and miss you.
if you still read my blog, please, keep in contact?
loves, cheryl.
Monday, December 01, 2008
sorry that i've not blog for a long long time...haha...busy with all things...hahawell...my last post was the day before my first paper.
1.5 months back...gosh...haha...but im back...ok...i try...
what happen since then?
papers, fun, 'studying', papers, fun, 'studying'.....
then, freedom from school life.
then, getting back at work...
then, decision making for major stuff...
then, shifting of office and getting my own workspace..haha...
(it's amazing how two women can shift one whole damn office by themselves)
so today was the last day of ex-workspace.went back for appointments and to pass over the keys.to me, there weren't much emotional thingy. just that, leaving a place where i grew up for 6-7 years made me feel little 唔捨得 lor...the place where i made friends and learnt so much and enjoyed running around so much.especially the food that i will miss.haha
muahaha, i think Addy will be so lonely...haha...and my dear baby too...haha...
so the second last day wasn't just final packing too...rush through appointments and stuff.
and there i was, sitting upstairs with Ice where both of us didn't have much to do except to yawn and say how tired we were and to look at birds doing their 'big business' and laughing our heads off and trying to see whether the 4-digits we got from the guy who shocked/cheated us will come out and playing our bandung like small kids and snatching my iPod to see some pictures and stuff.
from reading the passage above can see how crazy/bored i was right?haha.
but to come to think of it, it has been a long time since i've enjoyed myself.
ok, at least for the past couple of months.that's still long for me ok.
roar, ok...it's like 3.03am now and i have to wake up at 10 tomorrow to teach my cousin how to go home from school by public bus tmr.-.-.how 'exciting' that i can't get to sleep.bored!!!!!
signing off to count sheeps.
by the way, to promote 阿詩's newest project, please refer to her blog via the link or google "Ten Days In A Mad House" and the newest event in Hong Kong, "Ten Days Of Christmas".(:
