Sunday, April 29, 2007
it's Saturday!!!!
well...it's saturday again...yea baby...well i wanted to blog on last sat to just post that i went drinking again...3 bottles of red wine and a bottle of champagne...today was leftover of last week and a bottle of red wine, white wine and champagne each...i only drank few sips today cos im on medication...for my dumbass flu that struck me since tues...together with fever and cough and sorethroat...i think im having a throat infection la...oh ya...THANK GOD it's exam week, which means no chapel...which oso means that i dun have to sing...well...this week is the suckiest week i had this year...all started on tues..had flu...very sick...woke up late on wed but i went to school because exams were approaching and i noe my mum will nag...so i was deemed as late...stupid...i had reasons ok...but i was like finishing my pooh tissue so fast because i hadda clear my nose...oh ya...till now...right now...i have to breathe through my mouth which makes my throat worse...carry on...i still fell asleep during maths...went back with my maths textbooks(i very guai one ok) but i didnt touch it till yesterday...was really really very very sick...i still didnt go to the doctor...then on thurs...i was sososososo sick till i didnt go school and went to the doctor...he gave me a LARGE course of antibiotics and some flu medicine with fever and cough...stupidly he didnt gimme lozenges...he gave MC for the day and MC on fri...so english exam was after recess on fri so i only went for the exam...AND ALTHOUGH I HAD AN MC...THEY DEEMED ME AS LATE AGAIN...THAT BLOODY PENGUIN DUNO SET WAD RULES..damn pissed la...went home, forgot to see miss tan...so i dunno when am i suppose to see her again...then...sleep sleep sleep...woke up to wait for my brother's return from Tekong...poor thing is he...haha...went downstairs for dinner at 10++...came up...sleep sleep...haha...i was so darn tired...and then today...i went to find adeline for math help cos my math exam is on mon but i didnt ask her any qns...haha...im really gonna fail math la...darn...im really really tired now...sorry...goodnite...pray for me!!!XD...
btw, now i really gotta watch myself and ryan le...cos even Sherin thinks im couple with him...ok...fine...I LOVE HIM...COS WE ARE BROTHERS AND SISTERS... AND BEST FRIENDS ALWAYS...ENOUGH???HAHA...seriously...we have noting going on between us la...
4/29/2007 12:14:00 AM
Monday, April 23, 2007
lady luck is not with me!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN TAN...hehe..it's his birthday today...i got a baby bugs bunny soft toy for him...really hope he like it..haha...it cost me my whole week's allowance...let me think how am i gonna live for the rest of the week?oh ya...that wilson ho sent an email to all our parents...he's like bloody cheap la...suck la he...crazy or wad...then another one...lee kim lian...put the whole class result on the classroom white board...putting our results eg. how many passes or % overall...other then bai ka...she's dumb or wad...or she want us to kill her....SHE IS STUPID TO THE CORE...im gonna shout back at her tmr during chinese...too much u noe...aiyo...she's much worse than the stupidest thing in the world...she's worse than a moron...she's worse than christine teo...compare both of them...christine teo is much much much better than lee kim lian...forget it...damn...all these are making me boil...well, i am involved in tmr's chapel...not only upper sec but lower sec too...upper sec im backup lower sec im dancer and backup...and during the lower sec chapel...there will be a 'Sing&Guess' section where i gotta sing part of a song and the audience have to guess the song title..cool yea...and of course im singing At the Cross the Pamela Style...i bet she's gonna laugh at me la...then today...after practice, i was waiting for aunt caren with ryan who eventually sent me home...haha...then while waiting, helsa called ryan and said she's coming back to get her cert and yearbook...so the three of us met up and went to the office...both ryan and i were waiting outside to prevent the staff scolding us being in the office for nothing...so while waiting outside...guess wad happen...i was looking in from the glass panel and miss tai started to walk out...she saw me and smiled...and suddenly she did a funny face to me...it's like from a :) to a :P...scary...but damn funny la...then both of us really 'am-chio'...haha...im gonna do the same thing to her tmr...haha...
wow...it's late...ciao readers...
4/23/2007 09:29:00 PM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
DRUNK...
well today started off as a bad day...but...Fen Gin was around today...that bad boy is a really a trouble...finding for umbrellas, sweet, drinks, toys...well, today..someone opened two bottles of wine...one River Crest and one Wolf Brass..Sally, Shan Mei, Thomas, Adeline and myself all finished the two bottles...shiok man...i think both Adeline and myself were like drunk...Addy's face was so red till everyone can see that she was drinking...my redness wasn't that bad...but i was like having a bad headache and dizzy...we were playing with Fen Gin today,but we were just so tired from drinking and playing with him till both of us keep sitting on the floor...im still having headache now la...
haiz...tmr is my competition and i cant take part in it...all because of my stupid back...suck man...i dun care...im gonna ask miss toh tmr to see whether i can take part in the competition or not...hao yi dun allow does not mean miss toh dun allow...hehe...well...i needa go sleep...bye readers..
4/15/2007 12:55:00 AM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
WHY???
i seriously hate my life now la...
if god is playing with me, sorry God, i cant take it...
i really cannot take the blow...
when i broke my shades, i knew it was just the start of a bad year ahead...
but who knows..my second came...i hurt my back few weeks ago and it is either back muscle or spine...i cant band low and i cant carry heavy things...so my coach took me out of the competition...today is like the 4th day before my competition...it's damn depressing...although i was really not very interested in my event, but i really feel like crying now la...plus, haoyi(coach) wants me to tell miss toh about the news myself...that is even worse..i dun even noe how to open my mouth in front of miss toh la...everything is like a joke now la...a sarcastic joke, a lie...it's very hurting...i dun think i can trust in anyone or anything now...gosh...im really going back to my darkness...
life is really a torture...life is a joke...Life is a dark room, but people just light up a tealight candle...it lights for a while, giving us hope, but it eventually blows out...
4/11/2007 09:41:00 PM
Thursday, April 05, 2007
life keeps going on...
well...a lot of things happened these few days but i always seem to forget abt them....it seems like there's a tumour growing in my brain,affecting my memory system...ok...let me recall...events will not be in order...
tests.i got 19/20 for D&T structures test.one mark because of the stupid me writing one statement wrongly...darn...then i got 1/30 for maths test...pro yah...haha...
things that happened this week.teachers were selling food and miss toh,mr ezal and mr alfiean sang for us(but must donate money)...haha...gonna get VERY low marks for the lit proj...lower back pain for four days at least...
things that happened today.
- bike race at ECP...poor results...
- got taken to First Aid(because of back pain but dunno why miss tai tot i fainted so she sent for the stretcher, so paiseh lor...thanks to jessie)
- heart very very very very very very very very very very very very(infinity) pain(thanks to jessie again because my $200 Adidas Shades broke...i cried three times la...)
i cant tell my mum that because she bought the shades for me on my birthday'05...so i think im not gonna eat during recess for a long time to save up the $200 to get a new one before she discover...maybe for the rest of the year...i can take the chance to slim down...funny but im not laughing because im still crying...seriously, the moment the shades broke...i feel like fainting...PS. just a note to jessie....please do forgive me if i ignore you for the time being..give me time to accept...
4/05/2007 09:50:00 PM
