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Thursday, June 29, 2006

IM SO DEPRESSED...

school has started for days...im not getting use to it...
reall...during the hols,i sleep at 5, up @ 11...
now i have to sleep at 12 and up at 6...
not use...and i might have overworked myself too much...
i have been nose bleeding too much these days...
i tot it was normal at first as i always live thru my life with a nose bleed in couple days...
then now...it is once or twice a day...and the amount of blood increased...
and there are more blood clot...gosh...i feel bad...
mama's worrying too much...haha...wanna take me to the chinese physician...
i told her...im ok with going to the doc's. but i object chinese...
not tt i hate chinese, but i prefer to trust the western for this case...
have been sleeping wherever i go...

i have been rushing my work as fast as i could..left with a couple now...
teaming up with jeff for the chinese project...haha...

have been thinking abt going to the school musical...
i wanna go but...haiz...havent been caring abt tt..haha

track and field national is next week...omg...
i am sure tt i cant even qualify...im too weak...
my knee and wrist is giving me prob at this point of time...haha
fate...haha...

sorry 8125...dun feel lyk toking to anybody these days...
will contact u soon...

ryan...haha...bought me a knitted sling pocket from thailand for me...
thank you...lurve'ya...as in silbing love...haha...

im back in the world i was before...
the dark world enclosed with sadness and fear...
haiz...mentioning this word again nowadays...

6/29/2006 09:08:00 PM

Thursday, June 15, 2006

phones???

my sis just got a HP pda.phone...
so im using the N6111 she was using...
but im using it for a week coz this N6111 and my N7260/N7250 and T630 are gonna be sold away...
so...anybody want second handed phones??? hehe...just changed my blogskin back to the first one i had...reason?...read my tagboard...hehe...
i was having some prob with my family and ryan noes abt it...
he sent me a msg today...
"hey cheryl,Psalms 27:10(:...maybe your mother and father didnt forsake you but always remember the second part"...
the passage reads:
"When my father and my mother forsake me, Then the Lord will take care of me."
at tt point of time, i relaxed down...and it was oso a relieve tt i still have a friend in need...
haha...thanks Ryan...kayyz...gonna sign off and watch tv...bb

6/15/2006 05:37:00 PM

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

i'm useless...

all i said was

"i'm useless,
i'm confused,
i'm loss."

tt really came true...i am so useless tt i noe nothing abt the transition...
but i think it doesnt matter to me anymore...
we're separating but will still meet, for me, it's goodbye...
i'm leaving u guys...i'm leaving the church...
i thought abt this issue for a very long time...
i'm leaving u guys...i dont have the courage to tell u guys...
i'm such a loser...i am...

Sherin, though i am the last one to join in the cell group, but i thank you the times we had when we were talking abt my problems and you always settle my heart down...and the times when we had to wait for gy to start bs...thank you for the advice and everything...May the Lord bless you throughout your stay in UK and the rest of your life...

Siao Chi, we may not meet each other often but im grateful tt u were always there to brighten up my day...we will share the problems we have and really vent our feelings out...thank you...

Miko, though we dont see each other oftenly, i thank you for the advice and encouragement you never fail to give me...thank you so much...

just wanna mention these 3 gals from E37...Sherin being the cell group leader, they have done much through my walk with the Lord in CHC...thank you so much...
but not tt i dun wanna mention abt the others, but there are too many to say...
all i can say now is

Goodbye E37 & CHC...

6/13/2006 12:19:00 AM

Sunday, June 11, 2006

feeling bored...

feeling bored...really feeling bored...have to work and sort of things...
haiz...i just realised it has beeeeeeen a looooong time ever since i said/type "haiz"...
guess im really feeling very down now...i have no mood to do anything...
sleeping at 4 and waking up at is my routine now since the world cup is here...
i dont watch but i always get woken up by my mum's screaming...omg...hehe...
gotten Sun's Gain yesterday...it's awesome man...the songs are nice...
i got the red version...lurve it...
"Your Shoulder", "Across the Ocean" and "Always on My Mind" are nice...
haven seen the video as my dumb dumb laptop CD-ROM is dvd-readable...
hehe...yupp...so...quite sianz lor...
im trying to update more often but i seem to be very lazy in doing it...
previous entry i mention abt the flat...friends...join me in staying...
although it is not ready yet...but...consider...ok...my "cgm"s...come...contact me...
hehe...have a gathering together...there is a beach.volleyball court below...come come...
but anyway...just to mention...the living condition there is...
there's no living room and bedroom...<--sort of...haha...ok... gonna watch football le...bye bye...
anyway...i updated my recent activities pics at My Photos at the link corner...check them out...

6/11/2006 11:42:00 AM

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