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Friday, August 17, 2007

depressed, guilty

depressed, i cut myself.
guilty, i fear it.

im really very depressed..there's just so much things im going through now...
well, had early recess today...then saw mrs ho...
talking and talking...she saw my bandage and asked
"is it a slash under it?"...i of course said no then she wanted to see it...
but i hide away la...she knew i was lying...
(btw, mrs. ho, it's not a slash, it's a series of it.)
she asked me to share my troubles with her but i wasn't ready...
i broke down when she shared her story...
i'm sorry mrs ho that i've raked your past..
mrs ho, you are strong...you overcame it...but i cant...
it's driving me crazy...but i still wanna thank you, mrs ho...
Thanks for sharing with me.

8/17/2007 09:51:00 PM

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

boring...

wad kind of orienteering is tt?
limited time tt is not enuff...
questions tt are dumb...
the school very free is it...
the stupidest is tt we have to spend money...
crappy shit...

well, continuing from yesterday, pat and i were on something today...
haha...gave 'mama' a mushroom today...same colour as wad she was wearing today.
so funny...gonna give her the whole series of the mushroom...
crazy am i...pat and i were toking abt who does mama dote on more and she asks mama dote on me more just because mama replies my sms, not pat's...really?
asked mama and she said she dote on us equally...haha...
kind of lame...but fun...
then we were arguing abt who's the elder sis...
in the end, she's elder sis because she's 3 mths older...haha...
wanna ask mama out on this fri..but dont dare...hehe...

going to malaysia...
fancy not staying in town on national day...
haha...ciao.

8/08/2007 11:54:00 PM

Friday, August 03, 2007

through it all

today we celebrated Fairfield's 119th birthday though it should be tmr...
got to school today since 7am till 10pm...15hrs...
attended both lower and upper sec commendation service in the morning
and graduation thanksgiving service at night...
went to holland v. in the afternoon for lunch...
with bertram, ZJ, lilin, caleb and jim...
met up with miss tan who gave us a treat at swensons....
and of course, wherever there's us, there's always laughter...
we just had this two waiters tt was just humour...
one was talking with a strong accent...alot more than the guy in the RK house joke...
he was telling us abt the special meal but all i could do was to drink water to stop myself from laughing with miss tan...
the other one was PRC...he has a very low voice and when he served the dish, he said 'dadadada'..
all 6 of us just laughed and laughed...then everyone started tucking in...
bert and ZJ had their rice, Jim had a Sourdough 49ers Beef and caleb had a pepperoni and cheese pizza...miss tan and i just had a drink...
we also had a Giant Earthquake but i didnt join in as i was feeling unwell...
we were late so we took taxi...caleb, miss tan and i got onto one while jim, ZJ and bert got on another...i felt worse on the cab...
i quickly rushed to the toilet once we reached school to vomit...i had vomit out my drink...
it was awful...i just cried and cried in the toilet...for minutes to calm down...
i got to the hall, told miss tan i puked and rested...
i felt better soon after...then came dinner...
couldn't really eat so shared a packet with lilin...abt a quarter of it...
then we jammed...then the service started...
guess wad...when miss lim was speaking, there was a blackout...haha...
the plastic sheet at the spotlight melted and some thing went wrong.thus the blackout...
everything came back to normal after a while...
then the whole service ended...took some group pics and went home...
left with ZJ and Jim..
met ryan and mrs chng at the bus stop...went home together...
got home, bathed and slept...

8/03/2007 11:05:00 PM

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