it's been a week since i last updated.
so many things happened, and i've been there alone, worn-out, but im glad most has come to an end.
there were also things that i chose to bother myself with, even when i knew that i couldnt do much.

i made myself come home after school some of these days.
the feeling of 6pm at home is just so good, it's definitely different from 6pm in the office or anywhere else, even if it's being alone. i miss the feeling. i was never home, settled down by 6pm for many years. i do not know why my nose suddenly turns sour and my eyes dripping tears when im writing this paragraph..
i miss the feeling of family. i want to feel what a complete family feels like, it will be my biggest regret.

mummy's gonna be back in 6 hours time. hopefully it's lesser stress for me.
i think my body's really cracking up.i still feel very tired after sleeping for 10 hours.
i tried waking up after 7 hours of sleep, but the problem is still there.
googled and found that i might have anaemia, i should take in more iron.
well, at least im 'exercising' now, sometimes walking to school with shermin in the morning.

class has been great, so much better than previous one. at the very least, we are purer and less scheming than my previous class. everyday having fun conferencing in msn, fooling and joking around. they made me laugh so much today, so much.
im making myself keep a distance with anyone in class, dont wanna get close, well maybe except sabby, since we've known each other so much before this semester, haha. i should go live in the rural area, peaceful and away from everything in the city life.

dire quello che vuoi, è la mia vita ed è la tua bocca, non si influenzano reciprocamente.