Saturday, August 08, 2009
i really wanna let everything out here, but i dont know wad's holding me back.
that feeling just... engulf me from everything. and the next thing i know, the right opposite feeling comes striking, leaving me torn and tired. i've cried, lesser times this week, praying that i'll be just fine, putting on masks to be smiling and laughing. i dont know if i need someone to pull me out of this shit, i wish i knew how it feels again. this is the beginning of the long weekend, without anything to distract and keep me busy, i dont know how im gonna survive through this.
before i have no chance to say, love you all.