Wednesday, August 19, 2009
sorry that i cried. it just had to hit me hard today. i couldnt hold back anymore, but i did try my best to control myself to not to cry in public anymore.
i know crying in public is not good, especially when you are in the food court and no one knows what's going on. i will remember to hold back till bedtime, when no one is noticing, like how im dealing with now. im breaking down, and it's not gonna heal back fast. please give me some time to numb myself, and act normal again.