so fuckedup today.....just f this emo shit....the way to get it out of my life is that i should just go jump down....
seriously, if i one day cant take it and i jump, i apologise to my friends and family here first...
sorry that you guys have to go through this f-ing shit life with me and stuff. i just dun wanna share, dun want anything....i cant even fucking hell cry to anyone. fuck this 16 years of life man. im just so f-ing lost....

today left with house with eriani babe's balloon hitting my head like wad....met eliza who purposely be early at school to be earlier than eriani....so went into class like nobody's business like that....
then eriani pop into the class just when i wanted to stand next at the door and gave me a big shock.
so passed her the balloon and her card....hehe....then gossip gossip with eliza....first break foodhaven with them and just this f-ing emo thing struck again....then after school went to flyer to treat eriani babe Popeye with eliza...i like totally dunno where the hell we were can....after eating went back to marina square to play arcade...both of them with their guitar, drums and their parapara....then after that, took 960....eriani and i blasted what i had on my ipod and it was just totally fun....fast,oldies,fast,oldies....all the way....and so eliza dropped at her place and i acc eriani back to woodlands...we just had this crazy sing-along and that f-ing song just made me wanna cry...reached woodlands...i lazy to take bus so i took train home...homed....settled down....continued nagging at eriani...
*do RJ do RJ do RJ.....stop fb-ing.....dun care photos....hahahah....*
did RJ and started FB-ing...eriani, you just have to 'hurt' me again... :(
now cant get to sleep, while my siblings has gone to fetch my mum from the airport.
end of life....and of wallet.

and also just wanna say thanks to both eliza and eriani for like 'bringing me out these days and open the big world to me' haha....xiaomeimei yong yuan ai ni men....i really had fun and really hope we keep in contact after we split class... :)... LOVES.