Saturday, April 25, 2009
the sucky life of mine,
really, really tired of living.
but dun worry, i won't have the guts to jump off the building.
and i also wont slit my wrist again.
talking abt this reminds me of mrs ho.
we had this little talk in the canteen with my wrist in bandage.
she was asking whether was that a slit under the bandage?
and i replied: "no, that's not a slit..it's multiples of slits..hehe..."
here it is...they were in recovering state so wasnt quite deep..
you can't see them on my hand now...
man, after opening up to shermin, i still feel damn down...
(oh and sorry shermin, that you hadda face tt.)
it's like i can 'share' my burdens with no one.
like wad shermin said, i still can be so happy and smilling in front of other.
yea i do that cos i believe there are more people in the world who are in a more worse situation as i am now...
and i try not to bother my friends abt my problem so actually, none of my friends knew abt me.
now other than miss pam and shermin.
i'll put up that sickening 'cheerful' mask again.
yea, im pathetic and sick in the mind..
i envy people who are able to share things with others.
i envy people who are not alone.
4/25/2009 06:47:00 PM
