Thursday, April 09, 2009
如果。。。
i've always been thinking of a lot of 'if's'...if...
not been updating recently...one point trying to avoid my com so as to not always get pissed when i think of not having any music/photos to enjoy...
i practically have nothing, NOTHING, on my com.
i can only surf the net...and listen to radio.
ventventventventventventventventventventventventventventventventventventventventvent.......
well, school's starting soon and i'm not looking forward for it...
i dun like the idea of schooling in the first place.
got back to schooling because of the scholarship that i may get from the police force.
yes, you saw it right. police force. this is the first time im saying in public, even to my friends...
in order to get the scholarship, i unwillingly agreed to get into RP and continue my studies...
however, in the end, if, i do not get the scholarship, most probably i'll quit school.
and it ends only whether i wanna quit and mum allows or i wanna quit and mum unwillingly allows...haha...
just wanna end my fucked up life now....
it's getting more and more meaningless.
while i try so hard to find 正能量, it gets taken away...
im tired, very tired.
life sucks, life goes on.