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    Thursday, March 12, 2009

    mood:very down and awful. just finished crying badly  and writing of diary.

    i'm back in singapore for a couple of days already and sorry for not updating.
    been busy with my prep for enrollment and stuff.
    i've been having troubles sleeping since i came back;
    i think anyone would if they had their room made-over without their consent and with so much stress weighing upon.
    my mood has been badly affected and i have no room for a break.
    everything is crashing. and i've no trust in god or anyone else;
    im alone. the thoughts of running away and suicide are back.
    i've nowhere to go to to cry or hide; not even here. 
    i think im still able to be thankful to be thinking of ways to distress than ways to suicide currently.

    i need a good run; in rain is better. anyone with me?

    and im having second thoughts to have kids so that they wont even have possibility to have this awful feeling of mine.

    3/12/2009 05:02:00 AM




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