Tuesday, October 14, 2008
不知所措
i feel like a lost sheep.i dunno where to go and dunno where can i go.
recently, i have some major decisions to do.
and also many many misunderstandings and a lot of things happening which really hurt me.
it is like how i felt when i 有家不可歸.
i have no sense of belonging to anywhere.
i have comments to things that concern me but i cannot voice out.
tomorow, the first day of my exams.
to some, it might be the beginning of troubles or the end of troubles.
but to me, i feel that it is the beginning of another phase of my life.
a phase of a new world, a phase of my future.
gosh, i think im getting old.
i must stop thinking.
anyway, i've ordered my iPod Touch and requested engraving on it only today.
im proud of myself because this time round, it is the longest period that i could hold myself back to get a thing i that i want.
i used to want and get things within a period of days.
but, it has been a month this time round.yea...
i will be getting it by monday.
wrong timing yea???haha..
in any case, i will be out of reach after tomorow's exam till monday.hehe...
till we meet again...
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
happy children's day!
it's children's day today and i see myself doing revision on a holiday for children.at least im 16 and a child at heart ok.well, nothing much today...waiting for 12am now to give birthday cake to my mummy.
dun really wanna go school tmr...2nd last day man.
*To Mernel,
although the times we had together were very little and that we were not really very close after track and separated trainings, i still remember you ok? i remember that you were always joking around and being silly. now that you are gone, i sort of miss you. i really do. May you rest in peace.
Love,
your senior
Cheryl.