Sunday, July 20, 2008
i've had enough.
i've really had enough.i cant take it anymore.
i dun care whether am i suppose to write it here or whether you are reading.
because why should i care about your feelings when you dun even care for me.
i've had enough alone.
i've had enough of you.
so what if you are suffering?
aint we suffering with you?
you have really hurt me deep this time round.
here i am to share your burdens and troubles till i cant handle
and you dun even listen to me.
do you know i cant turn to you?
do you know im exploding because of you?
i really had enough.
im breaking down and im still caring about you by hiding one side, fearing that you see me crying.
by the time you realise, i will be gone.
i cant breathe properly.
i cant focus.
i ... am unable to stand up anymore.
having to hide and put up a cheery face, is really too tiring for me.
i'm going.