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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

farming?not my cup of tea...

well...this week all my friends are at ubin, lumut or brunei...because they are having OBS...i had no interest so i hadda stay in singapore and farm at bishan park...if you guys are free, come accompany me lor...i seriously have NO interest in that and i have to be there suffering, feeding the insects there...my teammates are also nagging...there's HuYang-aka SissyGuy, Alson-aka LorSorKing, KongAnn-aka ComplainKing(or Lawyer's son), Sherlyn and myself-the only two females with high perseverance...although all of us nag and nag, others really stopped working the second day..Sherlyn and i were the only ones...hehe...worked in the rain yesterday, causing me to catch a cold, being absent today...very sorry to leave Sherlyn and KongAnn alone today...i dun feel like going tomorrow either...because we are there doing heavy duty work and not getting pay...wait wait, we do have pay but the school take it away...stupid...was talking abt relationships with Sherlyn when we had a 45mins walk to and fro to the toilet...she was talking abt her problems(i shan't disclose) and i was talking abt mine...she said i was dumb by waiting here and there..i told her wad i was doing and wad my other half was doing too...my relationship is like frozen account in the bank...i told him to wait til i get out of secondary school...but then he will have to go NS...he agrees in waiting but he seems to have other girlfriends...i dun call this waiting...girls, if u were me, will u still be able to wait for him?i am quite angry with him...i often ignore him and get angry with him...because...i told him...i needa a break from this relationship...but we still can be friends...we broke and everytime we are friends...he still treats me like his girlfriend which i think is very irritating...he is very very possessive of me...he does this no matter whether he has other girlfriends or not...i am very unhappy with him and i want to have a clear cut with him..but i tell myself...be friends with him since we are neighbours...guess wad he told me today.."everytime u get angry with me i will say sorry...i think i had enough...i think i've been tolerating more than enough...from now onwards, i will not apologise anymore...i think u are taking it for granted..."that point of time, i felt very depressed, i told myself i shoudn't feel anything for this guy anymore, i shouldn't think of him anymore...i will treat him as transparent whenever i see him...there will FOREVER be no WE ANYMORE...i mean wad i say...but i just wanna tell him one last thing...''YOU BLEW YOUR CHANCES, WHY ARE YOU BLAMING ME FOR GIVING YOU THE COLD SHOULDERS???YOU HAVE REALLY DISAPPOINT ME...I WILL NEVER EVER THINK ABOUT YOU AGAIN...I SERIOUSLY THANK GOD FOR BREAKING UP WITH YOU...IF YOU SEE THIS, I DO NOT GIVE A DAMN WHETHER YOU WILL FEEL HURT OR NOT...YOU...SERIOUSLY BROKE MY HEART...

im gonna start afresh again and continue searching for my other half...God bless me...

5/16/2007 11:12:00 PM

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