i seriously hate my life now la... if god is playing with me, sorry God, i cant take it... i really cannot take the blow... when i broke my shades, i knew it was just the start of a bad year ahead... but who knows..my second came...i hurt my back few weeks ago and it is either back muscle or spine...i cant band low and i cant carry heavy things...so my coach took me out of the competition...today is like the 4th day before my competition...it's damn depressing...although i was really not very interested in my event, but i really feel like crying now la...plus, haoyi(coach) wants me to tell miss toh about the news myself...that is even worse..i dun even noe how to open my mouth in front of miss toh la...everything is like a joke now la...a sarcastic joke, a lie...it's very hurting...i dun think i can trust in anyone or anything now...gosh...im really going back to my darkness...
life is really a torture...life is a joke...Life is a dark room, but people just light up a tealight candle...it lights for a while, giving us hope, but it eventually blows out...
4/11/2007 09:41:00 PM
ALL ABOUT ME
cheryl's the name.
14September'92 is my day.
I am currently SINGLE.
fyi_vocalist.
guitarist.
hocc_gootoe.
fairsian_2008
RP-ian-DBIS
MY LOVES
♥ Family
♥ Friends
♥ Sleeping
♥ Eating
♥ Singing
CRAVINGS
Lesser crying
TEA TUMBLER.
more money
LOVE AND SECURITY
joy, peace and laughter
CHATS
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