Thursday, January 11, 2007
depressed yet grateful...
it's been a long time since i update le....still deciding whether to shut down this blog...
well...anyway...i bought an accoustic guitar...hehe...finally...but stupidlly snap the last string...xD..
im damn depress these days lor...really wanna slit my wrist...
had a lil chat with miss tai on tues...wad she said made sense lor...
but i wanna cry...but i just want someone to just gimme a hug and comfort me...
lend me their shoulders to cry on..
AND TODAY,SOMEONE DID GIMME A HUG...
the story goes...
feeling very depressed,i went to every lesson with no mood...
then came D&T,very very depressed aready...
miss tan noticed tt i looked troubled,or not feeling well...
she was like observing me,making sure tt i participated in class...
two periods done and recess came...she asked whether i was fine and replied saying i was fine,just feeling depressed...
then after school, i hadda hand in work to ms mano...i was in the hut...then miss tan walked pass...she saw me and came over and asked me am i feeling beta.i replied saying 'no,i so so so so depressed how can feel beta...'
she bagan to talk to me,comforting me...
she said make sure i dun bottle up my troubles,find someone to talk abt it...and i pointed to my tigger.
then she gave me tt 'lame you' look and said..."humans la...someone who replies u noe!"then i came back to my senses...there's still people who cares abt me...
before we ended to talk,she OFFERED A HUG!!!
AND OF COURSE I ACCEPTED...its like a relief for me...
so NICE, so SWEET of her...i felt like crying then la...
she went to the staffroom before coming out to get lunch...i went up when she came down...i couldnt find miss mano so i ran down the stairs and guess wad....i almost BANG into miss tan..both of us got a shocked and laughed like mad...luckily she didnt drop her lunch...hehe...she said "see la...ur tigger too hungry wanna eat my lunch!!!"
then i continue to walk down and saw miss tai...i wanna give up le so i asked her whether can she put my work on miss mano's table...she took it...and stared at me...
i noe wad she meant...becoz after going through rain and wind...the paper became 'kiam chai' which was wad i told her and both of us laughed...
im really DEPRESSED yet very very GRATEFUL & THANKFUL lor...
God made me that there's still people like miss tan miss tai other than Him who i can turn to...xD...
I LOVE YOU!!!
1/11/2007 08:51:00 PM
