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    Tuesday, December 20, 2005
    looking back...at my stressed life

    looking back at wad u said
    sherin u're rite
    this time after toking with u i reflected on myself, on the topic
    am i really sick and tired of my mother
    i guess its really something abt my attitude
    or maybe just because of my depression
    after the phone call
    i really thought back for a moment
    am i really sick and tired of my mother
    or is it tt my mind just cant take it anymore
    my mind is always bombarded with things tt are troubling me
    my parents are divorced
    i dont get to see my dad
    my mum is always busy with her things
    i dont get along with my siblings
    wad i can rely now is only my friends
    and now she wants to terminate the relationship with my friens
    wad have i done wrong
    i will really ask myself wad really have i done
    i dont understand
    i keep all things in my heart and mind
    till i always get emotionally breakdown
    till i really feel lyk killing myself
    i tot of suicide before
    but wad is the point if i kill myself
    and end everything dis way?
    why dont i just carry on living
    starting with a new piece of paper
    and live a happy life
    i tot it over and i cant
    theres really alot of things bottled up in me
    i need to find a time to destress
    with someone maybe if u r willing
    waiting for the time and u..

    guess that happiness doesnt come from natural course..

    12/20/2005 05:49:00 AM




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